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(no subject) [Sep. 3rd, 2006|11:50 pm]
One one hand I work tomorrow on Labor Day which sucks balls. But on the other hand it's my last day. So that's amazing. I got a new job horray! As long as they call me soon to tell me when I start working all would be good. I'm so excited about not working at the movie theatre anymore, but I'm really really sad that I won't be seeing the people who work there anymore. :(. Oh well.

College also sucks. Its just like highschool. If I wanted to go to highschool again I would have failed out last year. I've heard its just like that for the first year or two or something. But still. Sucks.
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(no subject) [Aug. 21st, 2006|09:53 pm]
[Current Mood |anxiousanxious]

omg I start college tomorrow. Its so crazy. I can't believe I'm starting college already. Its so crazy. I'm excited and nervous all at the same time. I don't know what to think. I'm pretty much most excited about all the boys there are to meet.I want to go boy hunting. I hope I can find parking and find my classes and all of that. I need to actually go to sleep at a reasonable hour. I dont start classes until 11:30 but I have to get up at like 8:30. bummer. :: sigh ::
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(no subject) [Aug. 6th, 2006|02:19 am]
This is the sky outside my house a few days ago. Isn't it gorgeous?

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(no subject) [Aug. 3rd, 2006|12:41 am]
[Current Mood |boredbored]
[Current Music |aeroplane over the sea- neutral milk hotel]

so I had a second interview at the body shop today, but I didn't go. I decided I'd rather work at the movie theatre. even though I don't like it so much. blah.

Is it sad I'm terribly excited about having tomorrow off and I'm only going to sleep and do laundry?

I've been realizing lately that I may come off as a bitch sometimes because I just say things that seem mean but I don't intend to be mean at all, or I say something jokingly and they don't think I'm joking. It makes me sad people may think I'm being mean beause I really only want to be nice to people. At least people that I don't dislike. really.

For some reason at this moment I feel a bit happy even though I'm generally sad lately.
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(no subject) [Aug. 1st, 2006|12:08 pm]
[Current Mood |anxiousanxious]
[Current Music |we're forgiven- the calling]

so. I finally got a hold of the lady from the Body Shop. And I have an interview today at 2:30. I'm feeling quite nervous about it actually. I shouldn't because I have a job already and everything. I think I'm nervous about actually getting a job. Like,...what if it is 100x worse than working at the movie theatre? That would be horrible. I kind f want to continue at the movie theatre while I start at the body shop, if I do get the job, so then I'll have my current job to fall back on. But how am I going to work two jobs? I can barely handle one. Maybe I'll ask for like a week or so off at the theatre and then just work the body shop and I'll see. blah. I suppose I should get the job first.

I've also realized this summer has gone by extraordinarily fast. Like..where did it go? I start school in like 3 weeks. I can't believe it. I'm quite nervous about starting college and all.
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sparkly [Jul. 28th, 2006|11:51 pm]
[Current Mood |boredbored]
[Current Music |When you were young- The Killers]

blah. Everything is gross right now. Nothing feels real.

I was bored so I took random pics of stuff in my room. I put them behind the cut at the end of the post if you care to see my insanity captured.

I wish my life was different.

Glen Phillips

we always look tired, but we get too much sleep
dreams give no rest when they're the same as the day that precedes
we want to see angels and touch their wings
but the clouds never part anymore, its just one of those things

I need you now and it frightens me
cause I'm out of touch, but I am dying to be

naked and happy
for all the world to see me shorn
naked and happy
no one laughing at me shorn

we're wells of compassion
except to ourselves
we are ugly in the mirror
beautiful to the ones we love

stupid random pictures produced by boredomCollapse )
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me. [Jul. 27th, 2006|11:06 pm]
[Current Mood |depresseddepressed]
[Current Music |Mr. Jones- Counting Crows]

I'm so depressed tonight.

Very very lonely.

Life is so empty right now.

We all want something beautiful, man I wish I was beautiful.
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seashell eyes, windy smile [Jul. 26th, 2006|08:07 pm]
[Current Mood |blahblah]

I hate how everything is meaningless.
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(no subject) [Jul. 23rd, 2006|06:16 pm]
[Current Mood |crankycranky]
[Current Music |pink]

My brother got married yesterday. I can't believe it. It's so sad. He's such a nice guy (most of the time) and he's married to a bitch.

ah well. It was worth it for the fun we had. My brothers had to wear tuxes with bright aquamarine vests and ties. funniest thing ever. they all wanted to kill my brothers wife for picking them out. I dont blame them. And my sisters dresses were hideous. They all left them here for me to dispose of. And I got drunk on the boat because that was necessary.

I hope to post pics from the wedding very soon. as soon as my brothers internet starts to work again. which may be forever granted.
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(no subject) [Jul. 1st, 2006|12:33 am]
omfg I have to go to work tomorrow. fuck. I fucking hate work. ughhh. I have to work allll week too. Fucking gay. I need to run away to Italy immediatley. fuck.

and omg the concert was sooo amazing. so. it was crazy amazing. It made me happy to be alive. I'm so tired. I need to sleep eventually.
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